tatermutilator

June 11th, 2007

08:29 pm
I just noticed that I have a random friend that I have never met. Yup. Cool. I *heart* friends!
Current Mood:

bouncy

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June 7th, 2007

05:54 pm
Had an ROTC staff meeting today. They can't decide when they want anything due, or the instructors won't tell us, and then they up and yell at us for crap we didn't know anything about. It's ridiculous. They never mentioned the goals were due, but magically today we all got in trouble for them. I hate staff meetings. We all argue and Col. always gets pissed for some stupid little thing.
Current Mood:

confused

June 5th, 2007

10:32 pm
I am in total and utter shock. In sitting around doing nothing lately, I realized that I am over Travis. And I feel amazing!!!!
Current Mood:

ecstatic

May 30th, 2007

12:17 pm
Nice to know you wouldn't come kidnap me, Dev dev.

I'm home. It was a long night. I went into surgery at 8 and was wide awake most of the night. Plus my roommate snored up a storm. And I kept my poor mummy awake and she was ready to wring my neck. But yup. I's be alibe.
Current Mood:

sore

May 29th, 2007

02:45 pm
Help me!! They think I have appendicitis and are making me get a CAT scan to find out...please--Kidnap me or something!! I would pay for your plane ticket.
Current Mood:

melancholy

May 28th, 2007

10:00 pm
Gar!!! I am still angry (I know, a mere ten minutes later...)

Travis said he wanted some time, which is fine except for that's not what I needed or wanted. Why am I always so polite to everyone else? 'cept, I'm not. Just certain people. Ugggh. He's on AIM and it's been a week now, and we are supposed to be friends. Gonna kick his butt. Oh, and he finally admitted the true reason we broke up. It's that whole not really my significant other thing. I understand him totally--I wasn't thinking THAT far ahead. And then he said I was annoying when I kept talking to him like we were still together, but it's the conversations I miss...so I couldn't quit cold turkey.

I have a problem.

I think I am still a little attatched. And the only reason I really, really miss him is because I miss the company so dreadfully. And I can't do that whole find-another-guy-for-a-rebound thing.

Necesito mis amigas hablar conmigo.
Current Mood:

sad

09:51 pm
I am so angry with myself. I forgot what day it was, and therefore forgot to watch the college lacrosse finals. Which are awesome. And Duke lost to JH again by one point. Boo-hoo. I dearly want to go to Duke (I just typed dyke..it's a good thing I pay attention...). So I am angry at myself and ESPN for not rebroadcasting the only sport I like, which is unlike college softball where they play the same game ten times.

Really quite pathetic, eh?
Current Mood:

angry

May 18th, 2007

09:18 pm
Help me! I am craving human interaction.
Current Mood:

distressed

May 16th, 2007

06:43 pm
I know what to do. I feel okay. But I want to solve a problem for somebody. Will someone please have an emotional break down or convince themselves for just a minute that no one loves them and then call me? I would really appreciate it.

Or you could just call me. I'm not busy. Ever, it seems. Or let me know when good times are for me to call you guys.

I miss you all.

I'm feeling oddly nostalgic, because I turn to you guys when I need something even now.
Current Mood:

okay

04:12 pm
Trav and I broke up last night. It was completely mutual, which was really odd, but it all stemmed from the idea that we weren't ready to commit to such a long distance relationship and that it would only get harder to say goodbye as time goes on.

I miss him. I've talked to him since then, but I miss him and the way he hugs. He hasn't done that for days. Oh well. At least I'm not a wreck now like I was yesterday.
Current Mood:

sad

May 12th, 2007

12:02 pm
Everyone sounds so sad.

I can't talk, though, because I had a full out breakdown on Monday night, complete with hysterical sobbing, locking myself in my room in complete darkness, pacing around the room...the whole works.

Prom is tonight, though. I am feeling oddly sad because it means that we are too close to the end of the year. I only have two more weeks of school with Trav, and he leaves three weeks after that for the Academy. Bummer.
Current Mood:

worried

May 2nd, 2007

08:57 pm
It's storming again. Yay for lightning.

Travis starts IB testing tomorrow. Poor him. He has one day next week where he will spend almost six hours testing. And he is still trying to convince me to move to Leander HS just to do IB...yeah, well....

Anything exciting going on in the desert? It's quite boring here. There isn't even much to be looking forward to right now. Gossip is always good:)
Current Mood:

okay

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April 30th, 2007

12:03 pm
I'm not actually playing hooky. I am mentally ill. We all know it. Actually, it's because we don't have any breaks between Spring Break and the end of the year, so my mom let me have a day off. School just keeps dragging on.

Prom is in two weeks. I am pretty excited, except for the fact that Travis is broke and insists on doing everything the old fashioned way. So he's trying to get some money and won't let me pay for anything. It's cute, really.
Current Mood:

bouncy

April 24th, 2007

08:55 pm - Teheehee
I'm scared to death. We have a huge inspection tomorrow for ROTC and I actually have a part in it. To put it lightly, I'm freakin' out.

I was just looking at the professional pictures from Travis' last lacrosse games and his senior pictures. They are all really cool.
Current Mood:

scared

April 8th, 2007

08:29 pm
Nothing great to say right now. I am just feeling stupidly lonely.

Everything is so calm and boring right now that I am starting to worry about the flood of events or the soon-to-be disaster.

Happy Easter. I hop everyone enjoyed their day.

That was amazingly tacky.

Guess what I did last night? I went dancing. In traditional Texas style. And it was fun. I totally made a fool out of myself! Gotta try that again, no joke.
Current Mood:

okay

March 28th, 2007

06:59 pm - What a boring week
Nothing has been going on lately, which is usually only good in terms of homework. On Saturday, Cedar Park plays Leander in lacrosse, which is going to be pretty funny. Even though I go to Cedar Park for the majority of my classes, I am going to support Leander because Travis plays for them.

We have our only break for the rest of the semester next Friday. And I got a 34 on my Algebra homework from the other day. This semester sucks.

What is going on back in the land of the sun? All we have gotten lately is rain and more rain.
Current Mood:

horny

March 10th, 2007

04:32 pm
I don't know why, but I am so oddly lethargic today. We went gallavanting around Wally World this morning (we being my mother and I) and got it a nice little road-rage tantrum thing. Now I don't feel like doing anything. Except for taking a shower. I dunno what's going on.

Travis got a US Naval Academy appointment, which is really awesome because they only have like a 14% acceptance rate (which is nearly as low as that of Harvard, but you have to also be athletic...) and he has wanted to do that since like eighth grade.
Current Mood:

discontent

February 13th, 2007

04:36 pm - Bleh
I've got a nasty cold and didn't go to school today, but at least I didn't get the stomach flu that both my brother and the "cute senior" had...

What is everyone there up to?

Military Ball was really fun. I actually danced, and then this guy in my ROTC class was spreading around rumors that I was a party animal. Yeah, me, a party animal. Don't know where he got that idea. I also didn't have to eat the accidental veggie plate because the guy in charge of tickets gave my date two chicken dinner ones. Guess it pays to spend time with people that have connections...That was only a slightly tacky thing to say.
Current Mood:

sick

January 25th, 2007

07:36 pm - Yay
Going to Military Ball formal dance on Feb tenth with a cute senior.... Needless to say, I'm very excited!
Current Mood:

ecstatic